[ The second try, then: softer than before, less hastened. A calculated intrusion, pale where the first kiss was a feat of violence, a savage and raw indiscretion. This is — sophisticated in restraint, a gesture Wangji's mouth reconstructs, seconds in aftermath, through absence — pulses of warmth, here then gone, velvety texture and dry ridges that withdraw themselves.
No tongue. No teeth. Only the glimmers of treacherous 'moonlacing', accepting fresh reserves in Wangji's body that braces for strange replenishment, overwhelmed.
Absently, He did more poorly before.
He does not ask where Wei Ying might have learned the merits of the matter since, who mentored or who thieved him. Does not flinch. Beyond Wangji, there is a cup of experience that Wei Wuxian should drink with the temerity of one who lives borrowed hours gladly, only for worldly gain. Let him have his fill of others, of Wangji, of whatever he wishes. Shameless, but it is Wei Wuxian's due.
It ends like waves crashing near shore, with a murmur. Wangji's eyes open to the face he'd expected but abruptly recast, focus redrawn: there, more known now. Minutely but objectively familiar.
Under his fingertips, Wangji chases the edge of his own mouth, as if there might be enough of the transgression left there in physical incrimination. At the last moment, he catches himself in the practice, startled by his own stupor — and turns that hand out to Wei Wuxian instead, starting to ease himself up. ]
Wei Ying. [ Take the hand, you fool. ] Come up.
[ This, here, trial and tiding: the deed is done. Not to be spoken of, not to be writ, not to be considered. Within sight of many, out of the minds of most. ]
White stains.
[ White never suited the disciples of fellow clans, dressed them for consternation they never experienced, for spartan rigour they failed to understand. White cloth is fibre woven to exclude joy, hardship or rancour; it waits on the first sign of sea water, blood, dirt, all readied to sign themselves in permanence. Even snow, drenching fine white silk, can tint it with time.
Grass and leaves beneath them, as they linger, will take no pity. ]
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No tongue. No teeth. Only the glimmers of treacherous 'moonlacing', accepting fresh reserves in Wangji's body that braces for strange replenishment, overwhelmed.
Absently, He did more poorly before.
He does not ask where Wei Ying might have learned the merits of the matter since, who mentored or who thieved him. Does not flinch. Beyond Wangji, there is a cup of experience that Wei Wuxian should drink with the temerity of one who lives borrowed hours gladly, only for worldly gain. Let him have his fill of others, of Wangji, of whatever he wishes. Shameless, but it is Wei Wuxian's due.
It ends like waves crashing near shore, with a murmur. Wangji's eyes open to the face he'd expected but abruptly recast, focus redrawn: there, more known now. Minutely but objectively familiar.
Under his fingertips, Wangji chases the edge of his own mouth, as if there might be enough of the transgression left there in physical incrimination. At the last moment, he catches himself in the practice, startled by his own stupor — and turns that hand out to Wei Wuxian instead, starting to ease himself up. ]
Wei Ying. [ Take the hand, you fool. ] Come up.
[ This, here, trial and tiding: the deed is done. Not to be spoken of, not to be writ, not to be considered. Within sight of many, out of the minds of most. ]
White stains.
[ White never suited the disciples of fellow clans, dressed them for consternation they never experienced, for spartan rigour they failed to understand. White cloth is fibre woven to exclude joy, hardship or rancour; it waits on the first sign of sea water, blood, dirt, all readied to sign themselves in permanence. Even snow, drenching fine white silk, can tint it with time.
Grass and leaves beneath them, as they linger, will take no pity. ]